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Location: Canada
Birthday: 5/2/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: refer to area of expertise. also i longboard, blade, musik,read dark poetry,go to punk shows and contemplate the existance of mankind
Expertise: i mess with peoples heads
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 3/10/2001

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Monday, March 17, 2003

hi

i will no longer be using xanga for a while, kinda sick of writing and reading the same ol shit all the time, kinda downer! n e way ill leave comments here and there on sites i read:)

later


Friday, March 07, 2003

to the left u can see a picture of my baby girl kiwi!! i miss her :'(

bluenoezthis is my baby!


well this has been one of the wrost days ever...i had to have my bunni euthanised!! i hate it, i wish i didnt have to, i like cant stop crying! i wish she was still here i miss her too much i love my bunni and now she is gone ! i had so much planned for us this summer, i was gonna build her this cool outdoor pen for her to play in and everything....now shes gone i have no more kiwi :( poor kiwi she had kidney failure and genralized cancer !! i hate that she is dead i really do!!i miss her already!! i hate life and DEATH!


Monday, March 03, 2003

wow...check out my eye my pupil looks so big !! thats a picture of my eye when its brown :D it always changes colours tho!

i think i am getting sick :( i can feel pressure in my ears...welcome back ear infection !!! oh well cest la vie ! omg killer shows coming to town this month soooo very excited :D mad caddies, rise against, raised fist, flip side, hopesfall, juliana theory, snapcase, get up kids, so much more :D:D:D:D!! infortunately i wont be able to afford it all :(! oh well!!

YAY exams r finally over i am so happy, even tho i got soem of my marks back alreayd and it really wasnt all that good which saddens me b/c i studied so gard and so long for them , but it is because i had them all within 3 days too much to study in so little time, with assignments n shit on top of that!! my friends all had better exam schedules tho , make me jealous! oh well!

woohoo i think i have built up my tolerance for alcohol YAHOOO! after that time in the summer i got reallly drunk i couldnt handle n e thing, except beer , without throwing up instantly!!! but tonight i had brown cow (kahlua and milk) and i could drink it !!! i was very excited for myself! hahaha! so lame eh! meh!

im so happy lately i love it, i love how i am happy now for the last few moinths, and the only thing i wasnt happy bout was a relationship but now i truely dont even care n e more!!! i guess b4 i would just look around see all my friends hooked up and then me all single and "lonely". but im not lonely i am happy i love it ! took long enuf huh ?? a little too long for that matter!!i do still get sad , but only over school if i do bad in something, or like if my friends are sad and i cant help them.....iam so use to having all the answers to help people and when i dont i gte mad!

so looks like ill be in summer school this year, cos ima gonna flunk java miserable i didnt even finish the  exam...and PLUS i made up a whole new coding language on it LOL it wasnt even java is was just made up shit! but i studied for over a week for it, i guess it wasnt meant to be eh! i think i might take spanish cos i already know it so itd be an easy credit kinda, either that or film studies which would rock cos i love that kinda shit!i wish they had a political film studies class, i love political movies!! 

I got my hair straightned the other day!! i also bought a new hat i toally love it :D on sale for 5.99CND! yahoo!! nothing like a good deal huh, specially since it was 12.99!! owww my ears hurt!! n e way so hair straightned....i think i like my hair natural better tho...like curly but its a nice change, i love how i dont have to use gel or worry bout poofiness when its straightned!!! actually i gues i liek it lots both ways! LoL! i need new clothes....but i hate shopping and hwne i go i always try thing i think ill like on...but i always think i look so ugly in clothes or that they make me look so fat! im totally wieht obseesed its gross...ilike weigh myself as many times a day as possible n stuff!! eww im gross!! im happy with my grossness tho :D hahah im so messed :D yay for me ! people think i am pretty tho and or "hot" thats so nice..infact the more they say it the more i think it..LoL wierd huh!! oh well!! Almost done my essay on toy robots..yay, my mom helped me too cos its sooo long!! has to be 12 pages :o! ick! how can u write 12 pages about toys ?????  n e way we did it almost!! so goody goody gosh!! hmmm i  htink i shouldnt have napped tonight cos look its 4am and iam "bright-eyed and bushy tailed" LoL!! i love that saying! so cute :D omg i totally want my java mark like NOW! i wanna know if i failed *which i prolly did* so i can sign up for summer school!1 i hate how its like so expensive tho!! like 500$+ for summer school ICK! omg this project on toy robots makes me wanna have one so bad, like i want this one its called Dinkie Toys, LoL sounds bad i know.....but n e way they  so cool, they have like this whole family, a dad , mom, girl, boy , baby, and dog!! they can all interact with ach other too!! i totally want one!! it would be so amazing!! well everyone is officially offline now...why dont people stay up late n e more ??? well i know most of them live in residance and my siter said internet was down there so that why but what bout veryone else ????? dorks hmm im not tired yet....wat shall i do!!! i want a new book to read....thats anothe wierd thing...i find pleasure in reading books....wtf???? i HATED book for my whole life then all of a sudden poof i like them ?? i dont like most tho, only ones like Shes come Undone, Virgin suicides, catcher in the rye, go ask alice etc... i dunno what that genre is of books!! okai i stop writing now cos ima gonna read other blogs!! later


Tuesday, February 25, 2003

grrr i am so sick of people !! :@:@:@!!! im sick of people who pick on other to make themselves feel important, like guess what hunny, it just makes u look fuckin immature and retarded so get over it ! like my profile for msn right now is pretty harsh lol, and its just about this one girl who i hate with a passion she is a poser and no it isnt avril LOL! even tho i dislike her too!! this is a freggin like 14 yr old who is high on herself thinks she is hot shit an puts so many people down, like she i the one with issues! n e way i am really pissed at her and her attitude and i hate her fuckin guts!



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